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Monday, June 28, 2010
Let him know #3
This goes for my 5 followers hahahah :) Love you
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NEXT MORNING
I woke up finding 6alal getting dressed and I didn't wanna talk to him... not yet! When I'm ready I'm gonna talk to him bas now I really cant! I dont wanna lose myself infront of him... I want him to do this! I want him to get married and get kids... what I'm doing is right, right?
"Malook.. Malookti gomay"
my eyes started filling up with water... How am I gonna share him with another?
"Malaaki shfeech? Why the tears baby?" He said while rapping me with his strong arms, It felt so right!
" 6-a-l-a-l 9 i j b b btetzawaj b ennt uum m majid? " my breathes were gone
He laughed... yes he was dead LAUGHING. I looked up at him he was smiling... ghabi hatha?
" Malook men galich? B3dain 7ta lou ba5th'ha ba5tha zawaj bas belwarag bas hatha " Ashar 3ala galbah and said "hatha bas 7agch" and kissed my frownhead
" Ya3nie mara7 tetzawaj? "
5 minutes of silent
"Malak ana ra7 a5th'ha 3ashan umie tfkch men elsanha... I know enha ga3da tz3lch bas ente mu ga3da tgulen lyy so ana baray7ch ou ba5th'ha"
"6alal I dont mind lou umik t2theny b kalmha bas wa7da tsharkny fek ma abyy..."
" ya malak ya 7yatie fehmene please "
"6alal enta tabeha lana ana ma agdar ayeblk baby 9a7? 6alal ana shnu thanbe...? Its not my fault walah" And I blew it. Non stop crying... he pulled me and held me so tight i could hear his heart beats and breathes.
THREE WEEKS PASSED BY
Ufffff lyoum 6alal byamlch 3ala Sarah bent um Majid! Hanatt as long as he wont change.. would he?
I cleared my mind and got up to get ready for 6alal's milcha.. YES I'm going, I wanna see how she looks like.. is she that pretty? Is she kind? Is she nice? Will she give him what I cant? Will she make him happy? Will he be happy? hufff twakalat 3ala allah...
"Shzeench GUMAR GUMAR bt6yren 3agel wledy! "
as Um 6alal said Sarah blushed like her face was burning up... She always had a thing for 6alal and now her dream came true... ana a3lmch ya malak en ma nsaitah yach ma a6la3 sarah bent bu majid. Thought sarah
Sarah is a beautiful 18 year old girl, she stopped studying waiting for a prince to come and take her out of her casle and now that her dream came true she is willing to do anything to win.
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NEXT MORNING
I woke up finding 6alal getting dressed and I didn't wanna talk to him... not yet! When I'm ready I'm gonna talk to him bas now I really cant! I dont wanna lose myself infront of him... I want him to do this! I want him to get married and get kids... what I'm doing is right, right?
"Malook.. Malookti gomay"
my eyes started filling up with water... How am I gonna share him with another?
"Malaaki shfeech? Why the tears baby?" He said while rapping me with his strong arms, It felt so right!
" 6-a-l-a-l 9 i j b b btetzawaj b ennt uum m majid? " my breathes were gone
He laughed... yes he was dead LAUGHING. I looked up at him he was smiling... ghabi hatha?
" Malook men galich? B3dain 7ta lou ba5th'ha ba5tha zawaj bas belwarag bas hatha " Ashar 3ala galbah and said "hatha bas 7agch" and kissed my frownhead
" Ya3nie mara7 tetzawaj? "
5 minutes of silent
"Malak ana ra7 a5th'ha 3ashan umie tfkch men elsanha... I know enha ga3da tz3lch bas ente mu ga3da tgulen lyy so ana baray7ch ou ba5th'ha"
"6alal I dont mind lou umik t2theny b kalmha bas wa7da tsharkny fek ma abyy..."
" ya malak ya 7yatie fehmene please "
"6alal enta tabeha lana ana ma agdar ayeblk baby 9a7? 6alal ana shnu thanbe...? Its not my fault walah" And I blew it. Non stop crying... he pulled me and held me so tight i could hear his heart beats and breathes.
THREE WEEKS PASSED BY
Ufffff lyoum 6alal byamlch 3ala Sarah bent um Majid! Hanatt as long as he wont change.. would he?
I cleared my mind and got up to get ready for 6alal's milcha.. YES I'm going, I wanna see how she looks like.. is she that pretty? Is she kind? Is she nice? Will she give him what I cant? Will she make him happy? Will he be happy? hufff twakalat 3ala allah...
"Shzeench GUMAR GUMAR bt6yren 3agel wledy! "
as Um 6alal said Sarah blushed like her face was burning up... She always had a thing for 6alal and now her dream came true... ana a3lmch ya malak en ma nsaitah yach ma a6la3 sarah bent bu majid. Thought sarah
Sarah is a beautiful 18 year old girl, she stopped studying waiting for a prince to come and take her out of her casle and now that her dream came true she is willing to do anything to win.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Let him know #2
Malak is a 24 year old bank manager, she has long brown hair with huge black eyes, small filled lips, small cute nose and shes around 150 cm... yes you can call her short yet gorgeous.
Malak lost her parents and brother in a car accident about a year ago and she met Talal at the hospital he was her doctor and he married her belbedaya lana ksarat 5a6ra but after that he fell for her and I MEAN CRAZY IN LOVE! But hes mother never loved her and always called her "yteema" and had planes in her head to ruin hes marriage with her.
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" Atzawaj 3alaiha? "
" Ee ou abeek ta5th bent jerana, GUMAR! Ou Kamal welkamal lallah " She said smiling
"Y9eer khair yumma, anna mashie ta2mren 3ala shay?"
"Salamtik ou tara ba36ehum kelma... "
" y9eer khair yumma " as he walked out with down hopes
HOURS LATER
" Ufff 6alal lail7en ma rad elbait ana shradne al7en khaltie taklny! yooh khal atwakal 3ala allah wely y9er y9er chthy chthy t'6el um rayle " Said malak in mind
Malak walked in the house and Khalat'ha was sitting there with Um Majed"Their neighbour"
" G6ee3a laish rada elbait chan g3adtay 3ind ryayelch ely beldawam! Akher elzman 7arem ray7en raden ma3a ryayel, sh7laat bentch um majed ga3da belbait ou na6ra na9ebha mu mthl el aytaam ely 3ndna " As her and Um majed laughed
" Salam, shlunch Khalti Um majed? "
" Ma atsharaf ard 3la nas nafsch " said Um majed
" yala engal3ay ghrftch wla agulch rou7ay 6b5ay lena shay nakla lana el5dama ma5tha ejaza"
" Inshalah Khalti "
" Ga9 elsanch latgoulen khalti, Golay MADAM "
Thats when Malak walked away with tears filling her beautiful soft face as she heard their laughs... She walked in her room took a bath and wore her pinky training suit and went to the Kitchen to fix something for the ladies. and took it to the leaving room thats when she dropped the tray
" Eee yumma 6alal bachr rou7 e56bha ana tara 36ait'hum kelma " and she winked to um majed
" Inshalah yumma, may9er 5a6rch ela 6ayeb " and he hung up
" shal m9eba hathy? bas yemkn etha tzawajt ume taskt wet5alena b 7alna... " thought 6alal
Back in Um Talal's house
" Shfeeech entay maynooooonnnaa??? yala n'6fay yalyy ma tnsmain, EEE 7abeebty raylch b ytzawaj 3alaich lanch 3a8eeema yal 3a8eeema gal3tch ou gal3tch ahlch ele ma rabuch ya bent elshwar3 "
Malak picked up the tray and broken glasses as she cried her heart out and she thought " Shnu thanbe ana? Its not my fault I Don't have parents neither bringing kids... Its not my fault, but I cant stand in a mans happiness... if I really do love him I should accept him getting married! Yes Malak your gonna be strong... you've already lost all youve got what els is left? BE STRONG MALAK be strong.... "
Malak lost her parents and brother in a car accident about a year ago and she met Talal at the hospital he was her doctor and he married her belbedaya lana ksarat 5a6ra but after that he fell for her and I MEAN CRAZY IN LOVE! But hes mother never loved her and always called her "yteema" and had planes in her head to ruin hes marriage with her.
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" Atzawaj 3alaiha? "
" Ee ou abeek ta5th bent jerana, GUMAR! Ou Kamal welkamal lallah " She said smiling
"Y9eer khair yumma, anna mashie ta2mren 3ala shay?"
"Salamtik ou tara ba36ehum kelma... "
" y9eer khair yumma " as he walked out with down hopes
HOURS LATER
" Ufff 6alal lail7en ma rad elbait ana shradne al7en khaltie taklny! yooh khal atwakal 3ala allah wely y9er y9er chthy chthy t'6el um rayle " Said malak in mind
Malak walked in the house and Khalat'ha was sitting there with Um Majed"Their neighbour"
" G6ee3a laish rada elbait chan g3adtay 3ind ryayelch ely beldawam! Akher elzman 7arem ray7en raden ma3a ryayel, sh7laat bentch um majed ga3da belbait ou na6ra na9ebha mu mthl el aytaam ely 3ndna " As her and Um majed laughed
" Salam, shlunch Khalti Um majed? "
" Ma atsharaf ard 3la nas nafsch " said Um majed
" yala engal3ay ghrftch wla agulch rou7ay 6b5ay lena shay nakla lana el5dama ma5tha ejaza"
" Inshalah Khalti "
" Ga9 elsanch latgoulen khalti, Golay MADAM "
Thats when Malak walked away with tears filling her beautiful soft face as she heard their laughs... She walked in her room took a bath and wore her pinky training suit and went to the Kitchen to fix something for the ladies. and took it to the leaving room thats when she dropped the tray
" Eee yumma 6alal bachr rou7 e56bha ana tara 36ait'hum kelma " and she winked to um majed
" Inshalah yumma, may9er 5a6rch ela 6ayeb " and he hung up
" shal m9eba hathy? bas yemkn etha tzawajt ume taskt wet5alena b 7alna... " thought 6alal
Back in Um Talal's house
" Shfeeech entay maynooooonnnaa??? yala n'6fay yalyy ma tnsmain, EEE 7abeebty raylch b ytzawaj 3alaich lanch 3a8eeema yal 3a8eeema gal3tch ou gal3tch ahlch ele ma rabuch ya bent elshwar3 "
Malak picked up the tray and broken glasses as she cried her heart out and she thought " Shnu thanbe ana? Its not my fault I Don't have parents neither bringing kids... Its not my fault, but I cant stand in a mans happiness... if I really do love him I should accept him getting married! Yes Malak your gonna be strong... you've already lost all youve got what els is left? BE STRONG MALAK be strong.... "
Friday, June 18, 2010
Let him know #1
This story is written just to show you what (Injustice) really means...
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KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
" Meno? " with her sleepy voice
" ge6eee3a, ana khaltch yal zft ga3day 6alalo ou golela eyee ytrayag ma3ay " screaming
" Inshalah khalti " with tearing eyes
What did I ever do to this lady? I don't desrve this treating... ufff yala a9ber 3ashan hal malak elie yamie.... ya 7ebnie laah!
" 6alal baby get up " while rubbing hes back
"mmmm" pulled her between hes arms
" hahahahah 6alool yala your mum is waiting for us... I mean you! yala 7abeebie "
" 3a6enie bosa "
" You promise you;ll get up ya 7lu? "
" ee ee yalaa "
I turn around looked at hes sleepy face, ufff 7ta whuwa tawa ga3d SEX!
As I placed my lips on hes and there it goes he controled the hole kissing part
1 HOUR LATER
I got out of bed and into the shower and when I got out he was still in bed, ugh
" 6alaaaal yala you promised!!! "
" okay " as he got up and into the bathroom
I left the room with a smile on my face till Khalti(Um 6alal) my husband came infront of my face.
" yal zft ana mu glt lch ga3deh! shtsawen kel hal wagt, adree feech bent fagr ga3da ts7renah bas hayen ma a6la3 najeeba etha ma 3lamtch " as she pushed me against the wall and went to 6alal
I wiped my tears and when to the kitchen to eat cause I know I'm not allowed to eat with them (Khalti's rules) that 6alal doesnt know.. ya3nie I don't wanna tell him a5af akhrb bainhum ou brou7a kafe elie eye menha... ufff khal akel ou arou7 ildawam a7sanly
IN 6ALAL AND MALAK'S BEDROOM
" Enta matgoulie shtabe feha halsa7ra? ana mt2kda enha sa7rtek g6ee3a allah ya5th'ha, walah ya 6alal btshouf ou goul oumie ma galat... "
"yumma 7araam 3alaich walah elbnya maskena ou malha ghair allah thuma ana! Ente lou tg3den ma3aha shwayy ra7 t3jbch.. Just try mummy, 3ashanie " As he placed a kiss on her cheek
" Mashie 6alal bas 3ala shar6... " hayen ya malak ana a3lmch
" 3younie lich yumma.. amray"
" Tetzawaj 3alaiha" With a big smile on her face
" Atzawaj 3alaiha? "
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KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
" Meno? " with her sleepy voice
" ge6eee3a, ana khaltch yal zft ga3day 6alalo ou golela eyee ytrayag ma3ay " screaming
" Inshalah khalti " with tearing eyes
What did I ever do to this lady? I don't desrve this treating... ufff yala a9ber 3ashan hal malak elie yamie.... ya 7ebnie laah!
" 6alal baby get up " while rubbing hes back
"mmmm" pulled her between hes arms
" hahahahah 6alool yala your mum is waiting for us... I mean you! yala 7abeebie "
" 3a6enie bosa "
" You promise you;ll get up ya 7lu? "
" ee ee yalaa "
I turn around looked at hes sleepy face, ufff 7ta whuwa tawa ga3d SEX!
As I placed my lips on hes and there it goes he controled the hole kissing part
1 HOUR LATER
I got out of bed and into the shower and when I got out he was still in bed, ugh
" 6alaaaal yala you promised!!! "
" okay " as he got up and into the bathroom
I left the room with a smile on my face till Khalti(Um 6alal) my husband came infront of my face.
" yal zft ana mu glt lch ga3deh! shtsawen kel hal wagt, adree feech bent fagr ga3da ts7renah bas hayen ma a6la3 najeeba etha ma 3lamtch " as she pushed me against the wall and went to 6alal
I wiped my tears and when to the kitchen to eat cause I know I'm not allowed to eat with them (Khalti's rules) that 6alal doesnt know.. ya3nie I don't wanna tell him a5af akhrb bainhum ou brou7a kafe elie eye menha... ufff khal akel ou arou7 ildawam a7sanly
IN 6ALAL AND MALAK'S BEDROOM
" Enta matgoulie shtabe feha halsa7ra? ana mt2kda enha sa7rtek g6ee3a allah ya5th'ha, walah ya 6alal btshouf ou goul oumie ma galat... "
"yumma 7araam 3alaich walah elbnya maskena ou malha ghair allah thuma ana! Ente lou tg3den ma3aha shwayy ra7 t3jbch.. Just try mummy, 3ashanie " As he placed a kiss on her cheek
" Mashie 6alal bas 3ala shar6... " hayen ya malak ana a3lmch
" 3younie lich yumma.. amray"
" Tetzawaj 3alaiha" With a big smile on her face
" Atzawaj 3alaiha? "
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Who am I?
Hello stranger, I think you should get a cup of coffe while reading my life story.
Its been 7 months and 47 days since I've got out of my coma... I don't really remeber what happend nor did I ask, maybe I'm scared knowing about my past? All I know is that I lost my left arm in that acciedent or whatever and I'm called (Mu6alaqa) YES! My husband Talal that I don't even remember divorced me because hes not able to take care of an "Mu3aq' As I know, A9lan what do I want with a guy that I don't even know nor remember? ya3nie okay aked kan fee shay between me and him bas walah I can't remember a single thing! I don't even know my name!! bas I've heard them calling me (Jay, jazo, jayjay, jaze) So That makes me AlJaze? Wow, not bad hahahah... mmm what els? Yeah I guess I had a blog b4 bas I dont remember it? Cause when I came back home (Bait oboy) I opened my laptop and founded many stories on wordart that where written by moi! and I had some blogs on my favourite... wanasa I'm a writer!
Anyways Its gonna be hard for me to write quick cause I'm using one hand? yeah so please I would like to be forgived! And please I need your support Cause I've got nobody but this blog and YOU! I can't work because of my hand and I'm scared to go out of the house... I Don;t wanna be shocked of who I am or what I did or whatever, I'm sacred to know that I was a bad person... I don't wanna know that I hurt people, I just wanna live a new life with a new page just like a new born baby, YES YES That's what I wanna do :D
Okay so now a nubtha about myself:
My name is AlJaze and I've got two brothers... S3oud 28 and Abdullah 21
And I'm 24 years old, My dad(Abdulwahab) owns hes own company and hes 7anching that I work there with him and my elder brother, uff yan3ie ma aby lazim:@? Ugh, okay and I think I used to work at a bank? I graduated from a private schoool... shnu ba3ad? oh yeah and this girl called Lulu says shes my best friend? bas walah I don;t remember her.. walah I dont, I'm sorry I guess?
my mom (Najeeba) well, she was with me through it all! Love u mom
AT LAST my husband Talal, I Mean 6aleegy... Hes cute.. HOT&SEXY! bas I don't know him so lets leave him on the side... hahahah :D
okay al7en you guys know everything about me! and I would like to share my stories with you...
My imaginary stories and I wish would turn true one day...
Thank you
xoxo
Its been 7 months and 47 days since I've got out of my coma... I don't really remeber what happend nor did I ask, maybe I'm scared knowing about my past? All I know is that I lost my left arm in that acciedent or whatever and I'm called (Mu6alaqa) YES! My husband Talal that I don't even remember divorced me because hes not able to take care of an "Mu3aq' As I know, A9lan what do I want with a guy that I don't even know nor remember? ya3nie okay aked kan fee shay between me and him bas walah I can't remember a single thing! I don't even know my name!! bas I've heard them calling me (Jay, jazo, jayjay, jaze) So That makes me AlJaze? Wow, not bad hahahah... mmm what els? Yeah I guess I had a blog b4 bas I dont remember it? Cause when I came back home (Bait oboy) I opened my laptop and founded many stories on wordart that where written by moi! and I had some blogs on my favourite... wanasa I'm a writer!
Anyways Its gonna be hard for me to write quick cause I'm using one hand? yeah so please I would like to be forgived! And please I need your support Cause I've got nobody but this blog and YOU! I can't work because of my hand and I'm scared to go out of the house... I Don;t wanna be shocked of who I am or what I did or whatever, I'm sacred to know that I was a bad person... I don't wanna know that I hurt people, I just wanna live a new life with a new page just like a new born baby, YES YES That's what I wanna do :D
Okay so now a nubtha about myself:
My name is AlJaze and I've got two brothers... S3oud 28 and Abdullah 21
And I'm 24 years old, My dad(Abdulwahab) owns hes own company and hes 7anching that I work there with him and my elder brother, uff yan3ie ma aby lazim:@? Ugh, okay and I think I used to work at a bank? I graduated from a private schoool... shnu ba3ad? oh yeah and this girl called Lulu says shes my best friend? bas walah I don;t remember her.. walah I dont, I'm sorry I guess?
my mom (Najeeba) well, she was with me through it all! Love u mom
AT LAST my husband Talal, I Mean 6aleegy... Hes cute.. HOT&SEXY! bas I don't know him so lets leave him on the side... hahahah :D
okay al7en you guys know everything about me! and I would like to share my stories with you...
My imaginary stories and I wish would turn true one day...
Thank you
xoxo
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